The App

I'm horny. I used to be horny more often, I think it's mostly due to age and circumstance but one thing that both enlightens me and disconcerts me on this topic is my cycles app. It's an app that keeps track of my fertility and periods. It has saved me from a LOT of guess work. I never remembered to use my calendar as my mother tried to teach me. When a doctor asks me questions now, I always have an answer. If I want to plan sex it's easier but at the same time I know exactly why I'm hornier for a good 5 days out of the month. 

I'd rather not know that my body wants to make babies because it has an egg ready. It's just one of those things, I'd rather be oblivious to why I'm horny. I know I should just flow with it and have fun, and believe me I do, but it's still in the back of my mind and I feel like belittles the experience a little. 

I'm weird, I know. 

In a Nutshell.

Well, well, lookey, lookey. I'm back.

In a nutshell:

The trip was awesome. Incredible I'd say. Panama and Costa Rica are incredible places. There were so many aspects I loved. I would go back in a heartbeat. I especially loved the sheer quantity of wildlife in Costa Rica, especially an area called the Osa Peninsula. Between Panama and Costa Rica I got to see wild scarlet macaws flying free, not to mention hundreds of other types of parrots and toucans. We saw crocodile, caiman, sloths, 4 types of monkeys, dart frogs, glass frogs, lizards of all types including the Jesus Christ lizard (and yes I saw it walk on water), Eagle Rays, sharks, huge box fish, sting rays, barracuda, turtles galore, squid and numerous other beautiful fish while snorkeling or diving.

The Bf and I got along really really well. We had two arguments that ended with me in tears from sheer frustration, but they were minor and we got through them quickly.

I got food poisoning after 4 days in Panama City and was confined to a hotel bed for another 5 days. I was in hospital for 3 hours getting an IV for dehydration and to get my fever down. I couldn't hold down water. My temperature was 39°C/102°F.

They lost our luggage on the way home. So we're still waiting for our suitcases full of dirty clothes and souvenirs.

The bf and I had sex. more than once. Yay. The last time he wanted to get me off by hand, I wanted to ride him, but I didn't realize he had a short trigger and so when I went down on him he surprised me. I didn't get to cum that day and have been horny since.

I had my second ever 'wet dream' (for lack of a better term) the night before last. The dream was psychedelic and full of colours. Hard to describe, I'd say near impossible to describe. It made me cum. When I wake up in the morning after one of these events it feels surreal and like it barely happened. The orgasm is different from a normal orgasm, it's more prolonged and drawn out, it's intense but somehow subtle at the same time. It's like a vibration, a buzz that runs through my whole body and doesn't let go. The only way to make it subside is to press my clit.