tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4439200263955642089.post6500330034818688319..comments2023-11-02T09:05:59.716+01:00Comments on Diary: Escape.Candehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01678003991987294180noreply@blogger.comBlogger4125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4439200263955642089.post-15089383390817213492011-03-21T20:56:21.384+01:002011-03-21T20:56:21.384+01:00Alexia: That is an added difficulty for sure. I ho...Alexia: That is an added difficulty for sure. I hope you can reach your goal.<br /><br />Johanna: Exxaaactly. I love it when someone understands me so well. The filling in the blanks, the wondering if what you really like is the fictional or the real thing. And yes it gets very confusing. But you're right often I don't really care... actually almost always. I need it for what it is.<br /><br />And for sure the "not wanting anyone else" thing is for sure a problem. It's something that probably isn't healthy at all. But as you say it's better than not letting anyone in. I just wish I had him more readily available :(Candehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/01678003991987294180noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4439200263955642089.post-23748966476555106842011-03-21T18:44:27.930+01:002011-03-21T18:44:27.930+01:00And oh, forgot... that feeling of being almost ann...And oh, forgot... that feeling of being almost annoyed with everyone else. Not sure if it's healthy... there is a tiny part of me that tells me to face reality instead. But maybe it's a good thing that there's at least one person whom you will let inside on those days; at least one remedy. Instead of none. I choose to see it that way, for now.Johannahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04627332662014931394noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4439200263955642089.post-58756649510565060632011-03-21T16:43:03.062+01:002011-03-21T16:43:03.062+01:00You describe the feeling so well. And I agree with...You describe the feeling so well. And I agree with you, I often think it's more the idea than the real person I want. I keep thinking I only see a fraction online, and that I've filled in so many blanks to create a full person that that person is in a way fictional. And then sometimes I think I want exactly what I'm getting, nothing less, nothing more, no matter how fractional, how real, how fictional (it gets confusing). And most times I don't even care what it is, or isn't. Having an idea of a person to crave isn't that bad either :-)Johannahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04627332662014931394noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4439200263955642089.post-68895185031948052742011-03-20T23:10:30.019+01:002011-03-20T23:10:30.019+01:00The desire you described gets to me sometimes as w...The desire you described gets to me sometimes as well. For me though it is the added yearning to become a woman capable of being loved like that as well. Stay strong Sweetie.<br /><br />AlexiaLady Alexiahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12662619814559297704noreply@blogger.com