My mind is torturing me. I can't stop thinking about him and what I want him to do to me. My brain won't switch off, and it keeps going back there. My stomach jumps every time I think about how he feels when I tell him. He has a girlfriend. I know he wants me to tell him. There are two sides to every coin.
Guilt
Guilt
Guilt
Is it really fair to either of us.... or them?
Do I care?
In some deep dark place I might.
It's slowly driving me....
Guilt is a hard thing to deal with. But living in the moment definitely has consequences. Just be honest with yourself and him. See where that takes you. :) Just my .02!
ReplyDeleteGood advice. I told him. I'm not so worried for myself as much as for his guilt. I don't want to fuck up his relationship.
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