Sunday, October 23, 2016


Today I went to a craft fair, got a bunch of scrap fabric, including some stretch lace and made this little crop lace bralette. I'm pretty proud considering it took all of 10 minutes to make, and it cost me about 50 cents. 

I've been super busy and stressed this week, almost to the point of tears, today was a good distraction, but I need some good hard, rough fucking, I want bruises. 

Sunday, October 9, 2016

Craving Gratification

You are a constant thought, in the front of my mind today. Usually you reside in the back of my mind. It's an intense desire to know, to understand, to connect. I don't know why it's so urgent. There's no reason for it to be. I'm well and seemingly happy. Perhaps it's because I have too much time on my hands today, or maybe it's because I was talking about you yesterday. And then I look at the pics from our last encounter and they were exactly a year ago, give or take a day. 

I wouldn't attribute the intensity to that, but at least I'm comforted in knowing that it's been a year since we last met and my body and mind still crave you fiercely. I would be content just sitting next to you as you watch tv or play on your phone. I don't need much just a touch, the sparkle of your eyes as I straddle you to interrupt your show, begging for attention. The sensation of your hands as they take mine, leading me toward the bedroom. Your voice as you order me to bend over. 

If you vanished at this point, if the magic spell wore off, I'd still be gratified. 

Thursday, October 6, 2016

Feeling Better

Yes, my friends, I am starting to feel better. I finally got to see a specialist and got a diagnosis for gastritis. It's apparently a long process to fix it though. I have a couple months of medication plus some testing to make sure there isn't a more serious underlying problem like allergies.

On a somewhat different topic.... After getting fucked silly by Rob on our last encounter I had noticed some changes in my health, they were for the better and I had oddly posited that he/his very large cock may have straightened me out. Maybe this is TMI but my uterus was folded, I had ultrasounds and multiple doctors telling me so.
Last time I went for an ultrasound, trying to figure my latest health issues out, the gynecologist told me that my uterus was normal, the fold was somehow gone. So yeah, I guess I was right.