Saturday, February 20, 2016

The App


I'm horny. I used to be horny more often, I think it's mostly due to age and circumstance but one thing that both enlightens me and disconcerts me on this topic is my cycles app. It's an app that keeps track of my fertility and periods. It has saved me from a LOT of guess work. I never remembered to use my calendar as my mother tried to teach me. When a doctor asks me questions now, I always have an answer. If I want to plan sex it's easier but at the same time I know exactly why I'm hornier for a good 5 days out of the month. 
I'd rather not know that my body wants to make babies because it has an egg ready. It's just one of those things, I'd rather be oblivious to why I'm horny. I know I should just flow with it and have fun, and believe me I do, but it's still in the back of my mind and I feel like belittles the experience a little. 
I'm weird, I know. 


1 comment:

Peter Princip said...

I seem to get horny whenever my wife is fertile...

Personally I don't mind the mess, but it bothers her so it never happens. It is weird how my body senses her chemistry. Same with another gal who I used to be with...she did not mind and was horny just like you....I miss her...