Wednesday, September 26, 2018

Slut

On our last encounter there was a moment when we were on the couch at the penthouse flat he had one hand under my ass filling my hole and the other from the top working my clit. His mouth was on my ear, licking, biting, kissing, and he whispered all sorts of filthy things to me. This is something that made me cum so fast and so hard that I barely knew what hit me.

"Slut". It's a word that he uses with me and for some reason I can't get enough of it. It's a word that feels unbelievably sexy with him. Maybe it's the way he says it, his accent or simply the feeling he infuses into it. It rolls off his tongue easily, comfortably, and without judgment. When he says it I feel like I belong to him, that I'm his. It counter intuitively makes me feel good because in reality it's a word that should incite filth. And it still does to a degree, but a private, secret filth that is just ours, and that makes me feel incredible. If anyone else used it with me it would sound strange. It would potentially feel uncomfortable.

If any of you are still keeping up, before I broke up with the BF, my sexual desire was below zero. I went from having daily orgasms, a few years ago to once a month, at most. Now, I'm back to daily and often more than once a day. I feel like me again. I'm back.
He has definitely awakened a beast. I just want more and more.

5 comments:

Peter Princip said...

I love the word slut and all it encompasses.

I have wanted to say it while fucking but I am not sure how it would be received so I hold back.

Maybe I should test the waters a bit...it might be well received.

Anonymous said...

these words are very powerful. i've had a few partners who really got off on being called slut...whore...even cunt. i would *never* use those words in a derogatory sense. but once i knew that they were a turn-on between us, i would use them to turn us both on. definitely a power dynamic, and an intense one. i never used them before *knowing* that it would be well received (i.e., they told me out loud they wanted to be my slut.) at that point it's "game on".

another similar use of language as a turn on - i would tell them i'm going to "make" them do whatever. it would be something that they'd gladly do, but the phrasing of "i'm going to *make* you suck my cock", or "i'm going to *make* you spread your legs like a cheap whore". again, a pretty intense power dynamic that could be hugely arousing.

glad to hear you've awakened the beast. there's no going back.

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bdenied said...

I actually love calling my wife a slut and when others say that to her it is an instant turn on...now it must be said in the correct context and right timing is everything...and it has to be said with a feeling of sexiness, and not as a put down....but damn slut is one sexy hot word

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