Saturday, October 3, 2015

Before I leave

It's Saturday. Are you nervous?
I am. My stomach is in knots. I'm anxious and flustered. I feel like I'll never be quite perfect enough. I feel inadequate. I'm extremely aware of all my defects. Every little imperfection becomes huge.
I'm excited though. I'm looking forward to it. That's why I'm obsessing I guess.


Advizor54 said...

You are going to be fine
The trip is going to be fine.
He's loved you, imperfections and all, for a long time
That's not going to change in the next few days.
Just make sure you relax and allow yourself to have fun.

We will be eagerly waiting for your report. :-)

Osbasso said...

Don't do anything stupid! :-P

James said...

Don't do anything "to" supid!
Have fun.
you're great, and if should tell you that many, many times.

john smith said...

As far as I am concerned you don't have any imperfections at all! i hope you have a great time!

Peter Princip said...

I hope you have a blast...I know you will.

We all see our imperfections and obsess over them (I would like to know what you consider your imperfections...because I just see perfection).

Can't wait to hear about the trip!

GoodWill said...

Safe travels. I definitely empathize with the overthinking and criticism etc. Let go (if you can) and have fun...

rachel-xx said...

I hope you have the greatest trip ever . . . and that you share all the lurid details!!!