Saturday, October 3, 2015

Before I leave

It's Saturday. Are you nervous?
I am. My stomach is in knots. I'm anxious and flustered. I feel like I'll never be quite perfect enough. I feel inadequate. I'm extremely aware of all my defects. Every little imperfection becomes huge.
I'm excited though. I'm looking forward to it. That's why I'm obsessing I guess.

7 comments:

Advizor54 said...

You are going to be fine
The trip is going to be fine.
He's loved you, imperfections and all, for a long time
That's not going to change in the next few days.
Just make sure you relax and allow yourself to have fun.
;-)

We will be eagerly waiting for your report. :-)

Osbasso said...

Don't do anything stupid! :-P

James said...

Don't do anything "to" supid!
Have fun.
you're great, and if should tell you that many, many times.

john smith said...

As far as I am concerned you don't have any imperfections at all! i hope you have a great time!

Peter Princip said...

I hope you have a blast...I know you will.

We all see our imperfections and obsess over them (I would like to know what you consider your imperfections...because I just see perfection).

Can't wait to hear about the trip!

GoodWill said...

Safe travels. I definitely empathize with the overthinking and criticism etc. Let go (if you can) and have fun...

rachel-xx said...

I hope you have the greatest trip ever . . . and that you share all the lurid details!!!