Get your panties in a bunch.

When I don't want to get my hands dirty I get myself off from on top of my panties. My fingers circle my clit while, with the other hand, my fingers slowly tease my hole. They press ever so slightly at first, my nails grazing back and forth until I can feel the damp work its way through the fabric. Then I push the fabric in, just a little and they get wet, the fabric saturates.

I can feel the fabric with my muscles contracting, even if it's only in by that fraction of an amount. 

The sensation will make me cum. It's hot. The thought of getting myself off like this, it turns me on.

As promised.

I guess it's time for more pics!

I've actually been kinda horny these days. I think it must be the fact that spring is in the air here. It's actually sunny and kinda warm on occasion. I think the gray days and rain just bring me right down. I need to live in a place with dry heat all year round. Some desert somewhere.... egypt or Jordan or something. Maybe I'll fall in love with a Bedouin and move into a cave in the desert...........

^c-lick me^

Toodloo people.

A smile

I got the sweetest smile from a guy in a Greek takeaway place today. 

He had been eyeing me sice my friends and I walked in. We exchanged a few glances and smiles during friendly conversation with the owner but it was when he left that was the best. 

As he turned to leave he said goodbye and thanked the owner, he looked at me as he said goodbye so I answered with a smile and a goodbye back. Once out the door though he turned too look at me as he shut the door and then again as he walked down the steps, both times with a nice smile.

I like clean shaven men, this guy, probably my age, had a very full beard. But he  was cute... His smile was cute. 

I loved the deliberateness of it. The fact that he turned to look twice, making sure I'd seen, without a word or expectations. 

It was a nice perk to my already nice day. 

Taking

Sometimes I just want a man to take what he wants during sex. I don't want to have to explain things or ask for things. I feel like he should just take what's his, use me as he wants. 

Sure it can't always be like that but I think that many men are afraid to just take. Afraid of getting blamed for using and abusing. But there's a difference between using and abusing. Or maybe they'd like to but are shy or self conscious.

I personally get turned on by whatever turns him on. Sure there are limits, but those can be established beforehand. 

Not having to make decisions is my own personal bliss. Utterly submitting is something I have yet to try. 

Cleaver

Pressure.
Then a slow separation.
Soft and hard all at once. It's the texture I feel most, smooth, slippery and divine.
I invite and the separation deepens like an axe splitting wood in slow motion.
Cleaving me in half making me feel whole.

Odd walk.

This week has been insanely busy. And it's going to continue to be insanely busy until I drop from exhaustion on Friday evening.

I worked two 10 hour days, Monday and Tuesday and I worked a normal day yesterday with an addition of translating and extra layout work I'm doing for a friend.

Things are normal otherwise. I've been looking for furniture. I found a bed! I'm excited about that cause I got it for a bargain. It's Ikea, who cares, I'm gonna paint it, but it was only 60 bucks.

What I really wanted to write about was that something odd happened last weekend.
It was sunny over the weekend. I can't remember what day now, but bf was having a nap so I decided to go out for a walk. My real plan was to go by the new apartment to see whether the sun would hit the living room window. I got down near the new place and I see this figure coming towards me from across the street. It was one of my students.

I've mentioned him recently. He's in his 20s and he's a lifeguard in the summer. He's cute, but not my type at all. Last I talked to him was on fb where he was really pushing for me to go to the pool with him and a friend of his. He was insisting for what had to be 10 minutes. The time previous to that he was asking me to come with him to another town to see an art exhibit.

Back to the story. So he comes across the street to say hi and we end up walking together. We walked around the nearby park, what had to be about an hour's walk. Yep... the whole time. We talked about this and that, mostly about his new job in an office, but also about art and other random stuff.

It was a little awkward, but it wasn't too bad. I'm not even sure I should say it was awkward, it was more odd than anything. I didn't get any pushy flirty vibes from him. It was just two people talking. I got the vibe that the last conversation about the pool was somewhat uncomfortable, but it never came up in conversation except him saying that he was going to the pool that afternoon. He certainly didn't ask me to come along, though perhaps that was due to the fact that I had a lesson (which reminds that it was Saturday).

So yeah odd weekend.

A Promise of Pictures.

I've had a few people over the last while point out that I don't post pics anymore. It's true. I haven't posted any in ages. More or less since HNT stopped. Not because I don't want to, but because I haven't had the time or the energy to do it. It takes alone time, which I don't have a lot of, and it takes a certain mood that I've sorta been lacking recently. HNT was also sort of a push for me, it was a "date" so to speak.

Sooo, I got this goofy christmas present from a best friend back home. She warned me it was a "sexy gift". It's cute but I never thought I'd actually like it. I admit though that once I tried it, I really liked it. It fits me well (which is rare, these things are usually too big on me) which was a bonus and well, I decided to take some pics.

So here's the deal. I've taken some pictures, lots, from different angles. One from my computer and the other from my phone, at the same time. They're coupled or trippled up. So it's a photo shoot of me doing a photo shoot. Some of the pictures are obviously similar because they were taken at the same time with two different cameras. I think they came out relatively well, so I'll post a set on occasion. I don't want to say one a week because I'll never manage that, but I'll try to be a good girl and get them up semi-regularly.

So here's the first set. Have fun!

^click me up^

Oh and well, yeah, taking pics of myself in smutty clothes always gets me wet.... I got myself off after this... more than once.