Twist my rubber arm

I have a couple good friends in the uk. One of whom I hear from on nearly a daily basis. She is a constant reminder of Rob. Mostly because she is on of my excuses when I go see him. However she often asks me to come over. She has recently tried again. She's trying to convince me to come out for August. There's an important craft fair I wouldn't mind seeing. I ache to go... Not so much for the craft fair but to see Rob. I have told her I can't. I don't have the money right now. But it would be so easy.... Way too easy and yet I can't afford it. 

Bad bad bad. Grumble grumble.