I've been having weird dreams lately... ok so I always have weird dreams.
Night before last was sex with a transexual. Is that the PC term for a guy with a boob job? She was beautiful, but she had a penis and yes we had sex. I'm not sure where it came from but it didn't and doesn't bother me one bit. I admit that it's odd, especially because I'm not attracted to transexuals, but I was neither put off by the dream nor turned on by it... it just happened.
Last night's dream was more symbolic and has quite a bit of emotional weight. I was organizing a secret week-long vacation with Co-Worker. When the importance of what I was doing hit me I decided that I needed to move out of the apartment with bf so I started packing all of my things. I think that Co-W persuaded me to do it, yet he was not doing the same himself.
In real life:
I needed to talk to Co-W the other day while he was in our little bathroom/supply room at work so I popped my head in and then slid in beside the door. I realized immediately how easy it would be to close the door and walk over to him and do something. My clit tingled a little to let me know it was there but I kept my concentration on work, the conversation ended and I was out again.
My thoughts wander there in the evening before I fall asleep though. I can't help it.
I have been a good girl these days, although I've been busy. I've had only brief emails with Rob and we haven't had time to meet up this week. I'm not sure next will be any easier but I do miss him and I think of him constantly. I check my emails a few times a day to see if he's written me anything... it's like the mail and waiting for the mailman to ring the bell, it's anticipation. It's Thursday today I doubt I'll hear from him before Monday next week. But I do have hopes....