Sunday, May 8, 2011

how hard?

Sometimes I wonder if I'm falling and how hard. 

I talked to Rob today for what must have been over an hour and a half. Just talk, nothing more. We talked about us, our future meeting, our past meeting, our thoughts and feelings. He's apprehensive (but still coming)... I'm still gung-ho but it may not have hit me yet.

6 comments:

John said...

Having met many people from the internet and also formed 3 relationships based on how I found people on the internet I think you are about average to what I was like. Wishing you get the result you wish for as ever!

That Girl said...

can't wait for the update...

Advizor54 said...

As long as you are able to step back an ask yourself these questions you'll be able to see thing clearly. We ant to fall hard, but we want it to be at the right time and for the right person who can fall in with us.

xoxo

The Casanova said...

Well, if you can talk...just talk, and nothing else, then there's hope.

Johanna said...

Sounds great that you can talk about it. Whatever happens it will be an experience. Allow yourself to fall hard, if you get a little bruised in the fall there are many of us here prepared to pick up the pieces. And if you're not the only one to fall hard... well, I can only hope you'll keep us posted :)

Cande said...

John: thanks for that. I hope so too, I just wish I knew what result I wanted...

That Girl: yeah I'm stoked :)

Advizor: yeah I'm not sure falling is such a good idea still... but we'll see...

Casanova: We can just talk, that's what's making me get this feeling I think...

Johanna: ahh indeed let myself fall... I still haven't figured out whether it's what I want. But if it happens each of my fragments will be knocking on doors to get help to be put back together!