Tuesday, June 26, 2012
So I met Rob online today, it was pure chance though, he wasn't expecting me to be free and I wasn't expecting him to be online. It was a quick getting me off, although I had just gotten myself off not 10 minutes before he texted me. I was expecting the bf to be back at any minute too so it was sort of naughty and dangerous. Thankfully the bf didn't come back and I got off quick while Rob just watched.
Fact is that he wants me to talk, and I want to learn to talk but I don't know what I should say. I sometimes know what I'd like to say but I get so f#@ing shy that I can't get a word out.
I'm not sure how to go about training myself either, because I want to overcome this thing. I'm not even sure why I fear speaking so much.
There have been times when I could get some things out.... but it sort of stops there. I need help.... any suggestions?
What do men like to hear?