Wednesday, June 22, 2011

the best part

There's something about that look on his face when he watches me cum that makes me want to cum again and again. Ok so the words he whispers into my headphones, the sight of his cock being rubbed slowly by his thumb and fingers, the pre-cum dripping over the head, the sight of his tongue over the edge of his lips all drive me completely crazy. But what really does it is that look in his eyes, that smile, the nod. That's what makes me want more.
Last night was so good, was so fucking good that I had to cum another 2 times this morning. It doesn't help that I'm really horny these days. The heat is what does it to me. I get horny as hell when it's hot out. The tight clothes and short skirts, bikinis and all that jazz just make my libido double.

He said he was surprised that I'd even want to get back into doing cyber with him after meeting up. I don't think I could give it up. I don't think I'd give it up for anything. I think that if we lived closer, and we managed to see each other more often it might dwindle. But this is the next best thing to actually having sex. And perhaps after the meeting the cyber is even better. I can actually picture, taste and almost feel what he's talking about. I've been through the sensations before with him. I can perfectly imagine the head of his cock gliding past my lips, I can remember the taste, remember the sensation of his fingers and his cock sliding into me, remember his cum showering on me.

I must be getting over my verbal shyness a little too. I never did have a problem doing things on cam, but my shyness was always when I have to speak. With him, last night, he asked me to talk. I admit I didn't go on for hours, but my words did make him cum and that just turned me on even more. Even this morning, thinking back on last night, I got off partially on thoughts of the words I'd said and the knowledge that it was at least a fraction of what made him cum.


Michael said...

Well, that is certainly a good sign, that cyber with Rob has not lost any of the excitement, even after the real thing. Your ability to keep this relationship "hot" after all this time is truly amazing.


Advizor54 said...

I'm glad you are finding your voice.

Johanna said...

Voice and words are scary things... getting over my own fears as well. It's another piece of the puzzle, and with each piece it gets better. So much better.

I can truly relate to this post. There is so much pleasure in thinking back.

Max said...

Damn that's hot.... I'm sure your words were a huge part of what made him cum.... :-)

Green Eyed Frenchy said...

Words are so powerful" I don't think your relationship would dwindle now that you have shared more, on the contrary.

Green Eyed Frenchy said...

Oops! Au contraire lol!