Well, I feel like things are back to normal to an extent. After painting (painting, especially watercolours, calms the soul) after a full day back at work, and after mouth-watering very sweaty, and extremely satisfying cyber with Rob last night I'm definitely less on edge than I have been in ages. I even have plans to see a little shop/studio tomorrow, and I already have ideas for a couple more paintings.
Bf has been making a real effort these days as well. He actually asked me questions about my mother and whether she taught me to paint, and how I learned to draw. He has never really been interested in that kind of thing. He even asked about the art show I went to see and has been showing interest in various things I like. We've been collaborating on cooking more too.
We organized some more details on the trip back home and even though we didn't agree on certain dates we didn't fight... we were even laughing at one point. He even wrote up a little calendar of dates of where we will be and when we move from one place to another.
Things with Co-worker were interesting today. He told me about a concert in July that he'll be going to. Prince will be playing a date and he asked me if I wanted to go. It's a birthday present to himself I think. And I pretty much know his gf will be going. He didn't tell me that, but I assume, and basically saw something on FB that confirmed it.
Co-worker also said something strange today, that struck me, but I didn't pursue it at all, not wanting to get back into the heavy flirting position I was in a few months ago. He said... ok, well I'm not sure he intended it as a question or an affirmation... he said something about me being humid. I'm pretty sure it was a question too, I think he asked if I was damp, but.. yeah I ignored it.
I was also distracted at one point today and he witnessed the result which was a simple mistake. And he came up and tapped me on the top of my head and said, "where are you today? Are you in love? tired? distracted?" And I answered "all of the above".
So that's how things are... I'd say it's ok for now.