BF asked me if I had found a boyfriend in London. If that was why I wanted to go on my own, without him. He was half joking. I answered a very dry, "no" and that was that.
I imagine he has a gut feeling that something is up.
I don't know if it's just a phase, the melancholy phase, that brings out these worries in me. I tend to notice a lot of negative things though. He asked me in the car who got the short end of the stick in our relationship. He said it with a smile on his face, he had had some wine. But my answer was that we are pretty equal. He didn't agree, he said that he got the short end. That I had trapped him into this relationship. I asked him three times, while smiling, if that meant that he wanted to be let go. And he changed the subject.
That can't be right.... Something is amiss.