Saturday, August 29, 2009


I've been feeling down and there are definitely a variety of reasons why.

I've been under a lot of stress due to work. This week has been intense and it won't let up until at least Tuesday. I will be working the whole weekend, including two translations and some physical work on Sunday, which will be hell since it's so hot (35° C), the place I'll be working isn't well ventilated so it's a sauna.

I'm also down because I haven't heard from Robby in a while and I'm wondering if things are dwindling (as I always do when I don't hear from him). I seem to notice a lack of communication of any kind from him. He stopped reading my blog too. But I could just be paranoid or maybe if it is true, if I'm not imagining things, then it's probably destiny, the way it should be.

I just have a hard time letting go. But anyone who follows this blog would know that. I tend to be a whiner and complainer and I've said it all before. I hate repeating myself.

Then there's my health which hasn't been at it's best recently. Summer is usually pretty good for me. But the tail end of this one has gotten me a bit down. Nothing serious, just annoying.

Right... smile....think happy work!!


Leonhart said...

How do you know Robby has stopped reading your blog?

Anyway. . . what are you doing reading this when you've got work to do? Slacker! :o)

Cande said...

lol I have times in the day when I'm not overrun with work, so I have a peek ;)

I can follow him because he doesn't have my site memorized so he googles it. And he's the only one with a specific server, so I recognize him immediately. Plus, he told me last time we talked ;)

dark snow said...

take care out yourself..everyone had a downtime once every little while..

Anonymous said...

The blahs... I am all too familiar with this, unfortunately. I hope things are better for you real soon. Big hugs. xox

Gray said...

I understand completely. The end of summer always is a bit of a let down. But think positive, as one door closes, another opens! Hope you feel better soon.

Anonymous said...

If you throw yourself into your work, time passes more quickly and then - bang! something happens...

Cande said...

Dark, Thanks!I'm already feeling better as things ease up a bit.

Charlie, Thanks they can be tough at times. Luckily they are temporary usually.

Gray, thanks hon, end of summer is exactly it, going back to work after holidays. I often wish I could just somehow survive without work... doesn't work that way, does it.

Kevin, Bang! more work!! haha, you're right though it does go by faster. I just wish I could laze about on the couch more ;)